Not happy.

Hello people. I know it's been a while and I'm sorry I just couldn't be bothered to blog and I'm sorry.

Something made me soo happy today I went on my blog and I had to coments on my last post. Wow that is a recorde for me thankyouu soo much for commenting it has made my day :)

So back to weight the morning after binge I was the same 77.4 lbs so I was happy.
This morning I weighed myself and I weigh 75.4 lbs I know you may be thinking that's good but I'm not very happy, even though I haven't been exersing that much I didn't thin that I would have only lost 2pounds so that made me depressed.

What gets me even more crazy is that even though the weighing scale says I've lost weight I look fucking fatter I'm not even joking !!
You might think 75.4 lbs is really good but for my fucking height it's not I'm only 4ft9 soo I need to weigh less and it's my birthday in 2week Sunday and I just wanna be think I'm not asking for much am I !!

Sorry about the depressing blog it's just one of those days.
And thanks again to the two most wonderful comments ever from the beautiful Alice and V. Much love to you two!!

Anyway love you all and remember thinkthin
Love miah xxx
<3

Hey sexy people.
I now I haven't blogged in a while just couldn't get a chance to do it off computer.

Anyway there's good news and bad.
Good- in the past week I've been soo depressed about my weight I just couldn't look at food anymore. Sooooo I weight myself today and I weigh (drum rolls please......) 77.4 lbs !!!!!!! I now soo good it made my day :)

Bad- because I lost weight I thought it was ok to binge!!!!
Ate sooo much and didn't purge, not weighing myself till morning now and I'll let you now.

I will be happy even if I've put like pound on because I now how the feeling is when you get in the weighing scales and you've lost weight is. And I wanna lose at lease 7lbs more!!!
I can't weight to be thin!!!

Sooo close but yet sooooo far!!!!!

Anyway thinkthin!!
Love miah
Xxxxxx

Hiii I'm bk.
Sorry I didn't post my mum and dad nearly found out about this post soo I had to keep it on the down loww. My mum had noticed that I didn't eat nothing on Monday but she didn't say anything and then on Tuesday I fasted untill dinner my mum asked me aren't you going to eat as I was in the living room strat away I new she was suspious so I said yes in a minute so she basicly watched me eat, I didn't have a choice but to eat and it was all greesy carbs!! I'd weight myself tuseday mornin I was 82.8lbs I'd like lot 2pounds but my mum like forced me to eat once I started I couldn't stop !!
It was crazy I had like 5 bags of crisps iswell omg I just counldnt be bothered anymore!!
I couldn't burge it out as my body just wouldn't let me!!!
So yesterday I made it a fast day and my mum and dad did the same thing agin today made me eat they thretened to take me to the doctors if I didn't eat, do they want me to be more obese then I already am!!!!
I'm sooo angry at ate soo much again so they would get off my back but they still bugged me!!!!
I have just serverly tryed to make myself sick and a little bit came out if I do that every day I will get better !!
And I have now just takes like 6 laxatives I dontcare anymore way won't anyone let me be thin!!!!

Can someone please tell me wether to try and be sick straight after eating or to leave it for a bit then make my self sick???

Someone please answer I need help please!!!
I don't want to be fat anymore please!!
:'(
xxx
remember thinkthin
love miah xxx

Today was as bad as I thought it would be I'm soo stuffed ryt now that I'm ganna die!!
Their was food everywhere had a hudge binge I went crazy!!!

Bt tomorrow is ganna be soooooooo good can't wait hopefully I will lose 4lbs this week do you think I can do it ????
Well im ganna try :))))

well anyway I can't be bothered to right everyhing I ate down as it would take me years!!

Anyway Strick diet tomorrow wish me luck!
Can't wait to be skinny!!! Soo excited for when I get skinny :)) I can't wait !!
Anyway you sexyy people remember thinkthin

love miah xxx

I'm ganna be obese for the rest if my life!!!

Hellloo peolpe!!!
Today was quiet funny.
Because my mum always makes sure I don't get obsessed with my weight again (little does she now) I nw she was taking my little bro and sisters out of town to do some shopping before my friends wedding I made an excuse that I was too tired and was ganna stay in bed untill she gets back so we could go to my friends house. So about half an hour after she left I got change into my joggy bottoms and decided I wanted to go for an hour jog when I relised I'd lost the house key and my mum had gone out so basicly I was locked in the house at first i panicked and then decided that I had to get out of the house so I climbed throu the window!!!!!
I couldn't belive That I actually fitted my huge belly through that window :)
so that was a sucess :)))))
I did about 5.5 miles I felt sooo good after woulds :)
the best thing about it is tht no one found out :) I am good loll

anyway I new once I was at my friends house I would have to eat that's why I was soo eagar to do some exersie.
My friend decided tht we were ganna have a pizza as it was her hen night but I said noooooo to pizza she was getting suspious and said it's either pizza or a subway so I said subway becuse the shops were next door to each other I quickly went in and got a subway !
Still bad though but better than pizza!
We went bk to hers and her mum ha made us all milkshakes and their was chips and food everywhere I DRANK all of he milkshake and had some chips. I'm such a failur.

Tomorrow will probaly be worse as it's her wedding!!
Which mean no time for any exersise!! And wil have to eat!!
Please kill me now.
I can't wait till monday a big fat fast for mee!!

Anyway sorry about the longg post, thinkthin
love miah xxxx

Laxative or no laxative?!

Note to self:
your fat uglyy and discusting!!
If you dont lose weight your crush will fall in love with ur sister again!!!!!!!!

Hello people I feel fat and ugly luke usall :(

ok any tips on where or not to take laxatives, I ate again today as I went to my cusions party I lituarally got cake shoved down my throught but like usally I have a binge!!
Packet of crisp and chocolate!!
And pasta with cheese and tomatoe saurce!!!
Me thinks it's one for a hudge change!!
Try being sick but failed but I way 85.6 lbs so I've have put in a pound!!

This weekend I'll have to be eating is well as it's my best mates wedding!!

Major diet starts Monday !!

Anywho remember thinkthin
love miah xxx

Oopss I did it again... ):

Hello you skinny people I wish I was as thin as you!!
:)
right today's been ok....... :/
my pln failed like perusauall
I went for an hour walk and that was about all the exersice I got :(
I now I shouldn't have made my day day at collage excuse but I did :(
why do I think it's ok to just eat like a pig an thunkbi won't pit weigt on but the fact is that I doo!!
intake for today:
pasta- very bad for my bloatedbelly :((
CAKE- :((((((((
choc bar time out- I now it's bad :(

because no more collage equals more time which means more exersie!!! :)

I wanna try the lemon diet but don't now if it works, anyone had experiances and now whethe it works or not please let me now xx
I feel lonely no one comments in my questions please do it motivates me :)))

and remember ThinkThin
love Miah xxx

Bad Fat Days :(

Hello to you sexy people!
:)
Thankyou for the comment K,
ryt yesterday and today have been awfulll !!
This morning I wanted to go for a jog befor collage but my alarm didn't go off :@
so I got up late so I couldn't exersice!!
thank god my exams finish tomorrow!
I can sweep these UGLYY FATT days under the carpet :)
tomorrow my WEIGHT LOSS begins :D
I'm planning on going for a jog and gym and fasting :D
hopefully this way I will lose weight and keep it off!!

If anyone can give me tips on how to make my self sick please let me now,
that is what I hate when I eat however hard I try I can't be sick I hate this :(

Anyway if any of you are doing any good plans on how to lose weight please let me now babes!
:)) or just let me now what works for you to lose major weight in little time :)

loveyou girliesss
and remember ThinkThin
love Miah
x

Eating healthy

Today's my first blog, goo me lol. The whole point on me creating this blog is so I lose weight, my main areas of problem are my flabby, fat, bloated stomach and my big fat chimpmunk cheeks!!
I wanna be normall and thin.
To top everything of I'm really small so I'm sqwished together and still have all my baby fat!!
I'm going to start my weight loss with health eating as my exams are here so I will have to eat.
I will update this tomorrow and let you now my intake and outtake! Xx
loveyou
Remember Think Thin xx
Miah.