Not happy.

Hello people. I know it's been a while and I'm sorry I just couldn't be bothered to blog and I'm sorry.

Something made me soo happy today I went on my blog and I had to coments on my last post. Wow that is a recorde for me thankyouu soo much for commenting it has made my day :)

So back to weight the morning after binge I was the same 77.4 lbs so I was happy.
This morning I weighed myself and I weigh 75.4 lbs I know you may be thinking that's good but I'm not very happy, even though I haven't been exersing that much I didn't thin that I would have only lost 2pounds so that made me depressed.

What gets me even more crazy is that even though the weighing scale says I've lost weight I look fucking fatter I'm not even joking !!
You might think 75.4 lbs is really good but for my fucking height it's not I'm only 4ft9 soo I need to weigh less and it's my birthday in 2week Sunday and I just wanna be think I'm not asking for much am I !!

Sorry about the depressing blog it's just one of those days.
And thanks again to the two most wonderful comments ever from the beautiful Alice and V. Much love to you two!!

Anyway love you all and remember thinkthin
Love miah xxx
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