Hiii I'm bk.
Sorry I didn't post my mum and dad nearly found out about this post soo I had to keep it on the down loww. My mum had noticed that I didn't eat nothing on Monday but she didn't say anything and then on Tuesday I fasted untill dinner my mum asked me aren't you going to eat as I was in the living room strat away I new she was suspious so I said yes in a minute so she basicly watched me eat, I didn't have a choice but to eat and it was all greesy carbs!! I'd weight myself tuseday mornin I was 82.8lbs I'd like lot 2pounds but my mum like forced me to eat once I started I couldn't stop !!
It was crazy I had like 5 bags of crisps iswell omg I just counldnt be bothered anymore!!
I couldn't burge it out as my body just wouldn't let me!!!
So yesterday I made it a fast day and my mum and dad did the same thing agin today made me eat they thretened to take me to the doctors if I didn't eat, do they want me to be more obese then I already am!!!!
I'm sooo angry at ate soo much again so they would get off my back but they still bugged me!!!!
I have just serverly tryed to make myself sick and a little bit came out if I do that every day I will get better !!
And I have now just takes like 6 laxatives I dontcare anymore way won't anyone let me be thin!!!!

Can someone please tell me wether to try and be sick straight after eating or to leave it for a bit then make my self sick???

Someone please answer I need help please!!!
I don't want to be fat anymore please!!
:'(
xxx
remember thinkthin
love miah xxx