Not happy.

Hello people. I know it's been a while and I'm sorry I just couldn't be bothered to blog and I'm sorry.

Something made me soo happy today I went on my blog and I had to coments on my last post. Wow that is a recorde for me thankyouu soo much for commenting it has made my day :)

So back to weight the morning after binge I was the same 77.4 lbs so I was happy.
This morning I weighed myself and I weigh 75.4 lbs I know you may be thinking that's good but I'm not very happy, even though I haven't been exersing that much I didn't thin that I would have only lost 2pounds so that made me depressed.

What gets me even more crazy is that even though the weighing scale says I've lost weight I look fucking fatter I'm not even joking !!
You might think 75.4 lbs is really good but for my fucking height it's not I'm only 4ft9 soo I need to weigh less and it's my birthday in 2week Sunday and I just wanna be think I'm not asking for much am I !!

Sorry about the depressing blog it's just one of those days.
And thanks again to the two most wonderful comments ever from the beautiful Alice and V. Much love to you two!!

Anyway love you all and remember thinkthin
Love miah xxx
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Hey sexy people.
I now I haven't blogged in a while just couldn't get a chance to do it off computer.

Anyway there's good news and bad.
Good- in the past week I've been soo depressed about my weight I just couldn't look at food anymore. Sooooo I weight myself today and I weigh (drum rolls please......) 77.4 lbs !!!!!!! I now soo good it made my day :)

Bad- because I lost weight I thought it was ok to binge!!!!
Ate sooo much and didn't purge, not weighing myself till morning now and I'll let you now.

I will be happy even if I've put like pound on because I now how the feeling is when you get in the weighing scales and you've lost weight is. And I wanna lose at lease 7lbs more!!!
I can't weight to be thin!!!

Sooo close but yet sooooo far!!!!!

Anyway thinkthin!!
Love miah
Xxxxxx